lisia, i'm sorry..

okheiii.,
i'm completely wrong when i thought 2 days would be enough to get rid all of my monsters about yesterday.,
well., maybe i can forget it for 1 - 2 minutes, but there's nothing different until i write it here.,

errare humanum est.

i have no problem with red score when everybody got the same too., but i do have a real problem when almost everybody got 100 but me. i'm preparing myself to get 0 beacuse my own stupidity., because a little simple mistake on my math graphics yesterday., i can not believe i'm that stupid!!

the thing is.,
i can not forgive myself.,
let's say i'm begging the teacher to do the test,
i'm studying more than once for it.,
and i absolutely messed it up.,
GREAT!!

this is the second time i failed in such an easy test., both of them are mathematics.,
i haven't found why mathematics is being so sucks for me.,
but i think i've found a problem why i often fail in it.,
i'm panic.

it's not a secret that i'm an easily panic person.,
but it becomes a real problem when i'm facing mathematics.,
and that problem is really killing me.,

well.,
all i can do now.,
is just like danny said.,
pray for the best, even if it's a zero..