. i know i miss u .

when tears drop .
when I feel so irresistible .
I know I'm home .

i was serious when i said .

i had so much fun there .
in the morning when i was running to the "somewhere out there" chamber .
in the afternoon when i watched some extravagant debates of some great debaters.
in the night when we sang crazily .
in the day when i saw that gorgeous "points of irresistible" .

i had so much drama there .
in the day my team mate felt down .
in the day my friends felt so close with losing .
in the day i felt the same thing .
in the day i stopped winning .
in the day one of us gone somewhere .
in the day that perfect thing occurred .

i had so much regret there .
when i did a great inconsistency .
when i stopped helping my team mate .
when i missed a show .
when i left without saying goodbye .
when i lost .
when i came back home with a pathetic smile .

i had so much lesson there .
when i met some gorgeous debaters .
when i was in the middle of tiring debate .
when i won .
when i lost .
when i opened my eyes to look .
when i opened my ears to listen .

i had so much pain there .
when no one understood .
not even realize .
when no one saw me .
when i was standing in the middle of Texas Bridge .
when i was walking along the "Universitas Indonesia" Street .
when i was counting 524 motorcycles .
when i lost .

i was absolutely serious when i said .
i'll do anything to come back there .